Monday, August 21, 2006
sigh. you asked how long youd have me and i said forever. if i dont, ill go live in the alps. i expected some kind of answer like aw, no dont. or something like that. not, oh dont worry youll still have mark. sigh. that really pierced me. sigh. wad to do.i was shocked nad i still am. sigh. had a horrible dream that you told me to get lost. erguh. i will if thats wad you want.sigh. ah well. im sorry. i am. if i make you feel, wadever.. you feel.ill get lost if tahts wad you want. sigh.people say things later on only cos sometimes they have to say it.our subconscious selves is a scary thing to mess around with. im sorry.