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Friday, June 09, 2006
i don't believe it. ok i like review all the previous blog posts and then realise whenever i post, it always has someting to do with like, intense emotions. despair? maybe, anger, hell yeah, happiness, hahaha im guessing feeling like melted marshmellows can be counted.:D like wad the hel aye? it's like, life REALLY just LOVES to play with all of our emotions. bloody irritating but wad the hell can we do about it? nothing. plain NOTHING. sigh. wad the hell. so i find out that this thing im SUPPOSED to go for doesnt happen(which kinda like resulted in teh out burst in the previous post, dont take NAY notice of it tho) and then somehing happens TODAY which if the previous thing still went as planned would have resulted me in being in hell of a mess and screwed rite now.god really looks after us in mysterious ways. hahahaa. weirdo god but i LOVE god nonetheless. everything just seems to work out a hell of a lot and i REALLY should stop using the word hell. how bout... HEAVEN yeah. everything is working out HEAVEN well. fantastic eh? hahahahaha. ah well. dear me. my frend just got.. in a harsh term.. dumped. his gf broke up wif him. hmmm. sad. but like, im am HEAVEN not good at handling emotions so.. i cant say anything. or more like i dont know WAD to say. hahaha.wiat a mni. why am i laughing? i dont know. dear me. arent i MORBID? hmm or i could just be SADISTIC. god knows. yesh, only god knows. like that beach boy song. arguh. oh well. ok change the topic. world cup starts today. not like thats gonna affect me but yeah. my dad is like going out. haha. ah wells. i think men shouldnt complain that women spend time and money shopping when they do the same when it comes to soccer. then a gain. world cup is once in 4 years. shopping for women is 24/7. ok makes sense. COMPLAIN AWAY! ahaha cos it dont affect me dude. not in teh least. i dont go shopping and i dont watch football. i just.. waste time online and hopefully with frends.:D hahaha.

ive decided i wont get married. tho now ive said it im probably going to be the first one to get married. but wad the hell. why not get married?

1. u save over $100 000 on the whole wedding ceremony.
2. u save $1 mil in 2 years. think of the cost of raising a child.
3. u save a LOT of money on the future divorce settlement.
4. u get to live off your parents house and not need to worry about maintenence of your own home.
5. u dont need to worry about the constant need for showing the signficant other that u care.
6. u can hang out all night with your buddies without worrying about the other wondering where you are.
7. the world is a whole lot better off without ur public displays of affection
8. u make someone else very happy because ur intended significant other can marry that person
9. u can do WHAT ever you want
10. it really is less of a hassel

im horribly bad at coming up with lists. maybe i can find some. i dunno. they may not make sense to u but they make perfect sense to me:D toodles.




crashed out at 2:59 AM


i WanT
my own life. MINE.
privacy
no bloody person telling me what to do.

what do you want?
too bad sucker.
i don't care what you want.
you breach into my life.
no privacy

if only...
a sk8board, sk8 away from here.
my own life
fly away. to the moon. to mars.

too bad sucker
do i look like i care? seriously? when people ruin my life?why should i care about your life? you ruin mine. who cares about yours?

Dancing in the rain
Tears streaming down my face
You are now gone
No one can take your place
Oh my throbbing heart gives me pain
Dancing in the rain
Ups and downs
How funny life passes like this
Now I am missing you so
How I long for a last kiss
How do I stay sane
Dancing in the rain
Now I am full of regret
If only you could come back
I go forward alone now
But that something I will always lack
Yet there is nothing to gain
Dancing in the rain
I am truly sorry when I caused you pain
Now you leave me
Dancing in the rain



life in the dumps is not what anyone wants, but its getting comfy