Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i realise that the past never leaves you and even if you learn from ur mistakes it decides to come along and catch up with you anyhow altho u thought taht the choice you made was a good one. i had.. actually i still have. a frend who kinda bosses me around and basically makes everything go her way. and for some reason i follow like afool and do waht she says. so anyhow. what happens is taht i start a WHOLE new life in a new school but for some reason i find that i just made a friend who is like the previous/or current one. she calls, i come. she tells i do. she pulls i follow.everything. and it is starting to suck. cos i just realised that today. and i HATE the feeling of being pulled around like a PUPPY dog on a leash. and it is annoying... really annoying. why do i get pushed around so EASILY? well it has been like that since.. k2.. so.. i suppose old habits die hard.. ah well.